22.2.10

A Promise

 

yesterday was a dreamless sleep
the first time in years, i think
but i woke up crying and breathless
grasping at the empty space beside me
this is it
i’m alone now
and it’s all my fault

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10.2.10

Sweet Disposition

 

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so i’m here, far far away. it’s still the same stupid cliché but i really did leave my heart behind. torn into tiny shreds, divided unequally amongst the people i love. today i walked barefoot on grass, laughed at a duck and read secret confessions from a bathroom wall.

it was actually quite fun. we snuck out of a lecture on road safety + city transport and hopped on a bus to the city for boba milk tea. i opted out of pearls this time but i regret it a little now. they’re fun to chew, those bubbles.

it’s different here though. i’m struggling to adapt to everything. sometimes i wish i could go back, but…

like i said, i’m growing up. slowly, but surely, i’m growing up.

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